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Well That was Useless
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Am I Sick?
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Moving Along
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Productivity & Inspiration
I have neither of these things right now. I suppose that objectively I am making forward progress on projects at an acceptable rate and the work being done isn’t wholly uninspired drivel. So maybe I’m just being too hard on myself. Life is kinda fucking boring without intoxicants constantly coursing through my system in one […]
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Not Exactly Feeling It
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Manual Labor
Worked with my bestie doing some construction today. Got some sun, it was nice.
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Figuring out a Course
Why does it feel like every day is some sort of monumental life changing decision? Then looking back on these days at a later time it all seems so fucking mundane. Getting excited to tackle a work week without the looming dread of my old company’s workload over me. There’s a small thing to tend […]
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Lazy Ass
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Too Old to Circle Pit?
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The High Road
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You’re Fucking Fired
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Fractured yet Partially Functional
My brain is in a million fucking places right now. I’m kind of reeling from fucking up telling somebody I was in an open relationship and have little to no hope for my actual romantic future and potential for partner. This normally would depress me, but I’m in a weird space. I’m almost gaslighting myself […]
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I Fucked Up, I’m Sure of It
I’m slowly beginning to get myself back on track. This hasn’t been easy maintaining the healthy factor of my lifestyle with all the fucking around I’ve been doing at shows, with women, and with drinking. Now I need to stay up all night and get this last push of data migrated. Having failed to clearly […]
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Lord Leopold Cumtree, My Card
