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Paranoia & Alcohol
It’s no secret that not drinking alcohol makes you feel better overall. A pretty fucking big, “duh, don’t put depressants in your body that dehydrate the shit out of you and make you say and do ridiculous shit.” The other day there was a celebration for a venue that I absolutely love. My workday was […]
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Another Lazy Post
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Lazy Post
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Shifting Perspective
Everything has been pretty rough and I don’t quite feel like I fit in very well anywhere. Usually I can escape into work, but I don’t really feel like I fit in there. I noticed that I’m pretty stuck waiting for my next band get together as I still feel accepted and valuable with those […]
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Another Cop Out
Really haven’t been inspired to write or log anything lately. Barely getting back to being kind of a normal person.
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Kinda Getting Back
I’m beginning to feel getting back to the swing of things. But I’m not quite there. Stuff feels really unsettled for me and I don’t really feel like there is any sort of clear direction in front of me.
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Not Prioritizing Time
I haven’t been putting time to writing this blog lately. I think that’s ok for now. But will eventually need to get back to it.
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Too Dark Park
Tonight was the final time I’m ever going to see Skinny Puppy live. Holy fucking fuck did they deliver. This was my 5th time seeing them. And oh my god, I have never felt such a delivery and such a connection to their “story” of the tour. They managed to touch on all topical things […]
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Cinco De Mayo is on… Friday
Something I really miss from the time I was married was throwing big food parties. I really love cooking for my friends and stuffing booze and food down our gullets and doing whatever drugs we had around. It’s a really great time. I haven’t been able to afford this for a long time. I’m barely […]
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Male Feelings
I had an amazing date today. We managed to talk for 2.5 hours before even realizing we’ve been sitting there that long. She had to leave to meet up with a friend driving in from out of town, otherwise we could have easily done another hour or longer and had a great time. I’m hoping […]
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Nothing to See Here
Really, backfilling from data my watch collected.
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The Cycle Begins Again?
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MayDay!
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Today, I am Useless
Goddamn yesterday was intense. Luckily, my funky little Jewish Principal put me into a great mood and saved the shit day. I really don’t like upsetting people that I respect or care about and that sucked some ass pissing off that person yesterday. Between that, the alcohol, and shit food choices, I really expected to […]
